Sunday, April 25, 2010

IRL || so far.

Ok, so this is a personal rant and really not like any of the content here on . . . and i drink cups of tea. I know, there's not really one big connective theme here, but that's beside the point. The point is I am personally. . . annoyed by a lot lately.

I'm not sure if it's because I am really bad at keeping in touch with people, which stems from my shyness and my fear of being a really annoying/needy friend, or if I'm just growing away or apart from people, but I feel super distant from people I love a lot. Social networking, chat, or all the things that are supposed to be making the world closer whatever isn't making that distance closer. I'm just far.

I've been taking this as a sign to make new friends and/or focus on myself, but I like the people I feel distanced from so I'm not a fan of this phase. I also don't want to bother folk who may not want to deal with me for a while. So I don't really know.

How do you all deal with this feeling, if you ever have it?

1 comment:

  1. I truly believe that life is full of ups and downs..changes and a roller coaster! But you asked how do we deal w/ this feeling,if you ever have it..well I do! Some days I need to be around friends or family that I love dearly. Other days I jus need to be alone. No matter wat day it may be..I have to realize wat is good 4 me! I also take into consideration the fustration I may take out on other lol!! Being w/ others or being alone can sometimes create a seperation or it may build a stronger connection. In the end YOU have to decide which one is more important. SN:Sorry abt the rumble lol!!